A Prayer for All Seasons

To be honest, I’m not sure to whom I’m praying.
Maybe I'm talking to myself.
To be honest, I can't take it anymore.
Oh yes, I could still do it…at least for a while longer…but I don't know what I feel like.
I wanna quit hurting.
I wanna quit hurting me and being my own worst enemy.
I wanna quit hurting my family, my friends, my neighbours.
I just wanna quit all this stuff.
To be honest, I don't know how, and I don't know what to do.
I believe this is what they call lost.
I’m not sure if anyone or anything is listening, but if someone or something is listening, please help.
Come find me…
I'm hiding in plain sight.

NDT