On Seeing Clearly ¾ Especially Appearances
EXPERIENCE has
taught us that this appearance of our outer improvement is a
vain attempt to reshape the appearance of action into compliance
with a certain set of unwritten, inner, self-justifying, deflective, image-shaping
rules.
Basically ... a flaw to cover a flaw.
Two wrongs make a wrong.
This is referred to loosely as “self-image
actualization”: if the rearranging of the outer world is done properly,
then it will hopefully bring the beholder a sense of safety and serenity.
The art of not doing what it is that I appear to be doing.
Try this: Make an art
out of living life; make it be how you walk the walk.
It was a native shaman I
knew many years ago who said to me that to begin to walk through life in "a
sacred manner," was the beginnings of the development of a
reverence for life, a reverence that we will all need to develop, sooner or
later. This reverence is not
self-seeking, nor does it seek self-satisfaction, there is no deeper ego
functions outside of the fact that the ego will participate in the process
simply because it is there and a part of you in the first place. Simply put, life is as it is, with no
real beginnings and no real endings, edgeless … eternal. I am the Alpha and the Omega,
containing everything, lacking for nothing, everything being exactly as it is
supposed to be.
As we begin this journey … most of us
make an uncomfortable discovery … we are not in sync with things, nor are
things in sync with us.
So?
This process of walking
lightly becomes the simple recognition that the pain we suffer is caused
by our thirst for the satisfactions of our own little desires, the ones
we think we need so desperately to satisfy, willfully, as the expression of our
newly found powerfulness.
Always trying to
counteract the original forces of powerlessness from our earliest experiences.
Keeping us perpetually
out of sync.
Remember The Working
Miss-Definition Of Freedom:
What most people call
freedom is simply their willful ability to satisfy their desires.
Walking the walk as a
sacred exercise … developing a Point Of View … can leave you in a
place of not being invested in any of the outcomes of your actions and that can
lead to the satisfaction of the greater spiritual desire: freedom from
the mind's incessant wandering and thirst for more.
Under all this … lay the
understanding and appreciation of Forgiveness.
For Your Journal: In Longhand:
Forgiveness to me Means … a
page or two long hand in your journal.